Is The Presence There After All ?

Have this ever crossed your mind whether the spirit ever existed and in presence when you perform altar offerings and rituals?

Well, I think it is more to please the human beings rather than the souls ? Or he actually comes to witnessed the rituals and feasting on the offerings ? Noboby knows for sure !

Whatever reasons it is, we choose to console ourselves and appease ourselves to place his favorites in order for him to be happy eternally and enjoying the company of the loved ones.

I am still wondering how is the 3 rd dimension of living after death............. perhaps everyone will goes through this once in a lifetime.......

A Grand Funeral or A Brand New World

I am always puzzled whether there is a life after death?

And whether the dead person ever realize on what is ongoing during his or her funeral ceremony. Does he or she even knows what is ongoing or presence in the first place. Is that a party to celebrate for the deceased or for the living people that hosting the funeral? Still pretty much confused.

Many have put up grievances and concern that are not seen during the days of his lively days, so is that a dramatize show for the attendees ? Why do these people put up a great showtime for everyone else to witness? I really wonder what motives are they up to and on what purpose was that for.

Importantly, I was brought up by a family that has high moral values and trustworthy to the point of straightforward and no nonsense behind the scene. I treasured the beliefs I adopted and ONLY believes in giving the BEST that I could when the person is still with us and for sure NOT after they have departed. To me that is just a show-off that will never rekindles the loves that never existed or contributed, no men ever chase its own shadows for that it's so impossible to reverse the time that has passed.

Some people only visited and spoken to each other by the count of the fingers in a year and upon deceased, all notes of concern and filial rituals follows through a series of relations that has an obvious reason, telling people that Hey ! I am so close to you and I am now helping you thought you are DEAD ! Hilarious and please don't laugh, it is for real the world is worth and people of this kind is exist, just in front of my eyes, I seen a few of those in the slums.

Saddens by this sort of people and I choose to believe in myself and still be myself and cherish the best of the memories I had and choose to disregard those "people" until those learn to be truthful to themselves and start living out from their mask. I see no reasons for a person to fake our concerns and the reality is, have you serve and treated the person with dignity and respect before, or ONLY during the funeral ? As long as the deceased knows and has accepted your tender loving when he or she was alive, I think that are the consoling effort that one only needed to carry on with a wonderful life, which is so mortal.

Well, I hope you have the answers to answer to yourself. For sure I have and continue to have, for I live with high dignity, truthful, compassionate and loving as I am always in nature and shall never in any circumstance having to fake for one.

Sadness and An Eternal Departure

Heaven called upon you on 15 August, 2010
Leaving so many words left unsaid and to say
But now its is too late for the time has come
Words unspoken and I am sure everyone has some
Regrets and wishes are probably there as well
But lasting forever are fond memories of you
You were there for me when I needed you
You shower my family with unconditional love
Just like I would be there for you any night or day
Now it is time for me to say eternal goodbye
I know you will be amongst the stars in the sky
An Angel with wings protecting and guiding me
In my heart and mind forever you will be
So until we meet again my dear in the eternal path
I will always remember, miss and continue loving you
I am not ready to say goodbye so fast
You will be always, forever be with us
Our family is not the same anymore
Nothing seems the same again
It will never be the same again
Memories memories memories of the yesterdays
Playing like a video again and again
Our tears are flowing dearly and has emptied by time
Life will surely go on but with a silent grief and a loss
In our grief we know you are now with the Amitofo Blissful Pure Land
In far better than this cruel world and the unreal personality
We will always love you and missed you forever until we meet again...
I hope you will always looking over us and protect us as you do always
Remember the next appointment we made and the little crossing of fingers
Love

Heart Pain

Sometimes I wonder why a person feels pain and hurt when someone passed away. It just automatically replay like a recorder on all the moments and experiences on your mind....uncontrollably. Then the feel of sadness overwhelmed yourself and in such circumstance, you will just lose your control and surrender yourself to a tearful affair... the sobbing just alleviates the spaces of sorrowful and giving some air to breathe again.

Consoling oneself that the gods and angels are there to care for your loved ones and for sure a moment to pamper the frailed souls and a booster to the spirit.

Well, are you also enduring this ?

Is There Any Rainbow Afterall ???

Is there rainbow afterall in this world?? If there is, there would't be so many painful experiences in life and the bitterness that numbs your tongue to a beyond described feelings.....

I always wonder and still wonders why there are so many good people..kind people are suffering from pain and sickness where those sickos are prowling on street & offices making life miserable for others?? Shouldn't them be the ones that should be sick and bed- ridden ?

Life isn't fair and who says it gotta be fair..? One should make effort to make things happening if it does not falls into the direction it should goes.. by doing so, at least you have tried and if in vain, you have a story to share and if you have done it successfully, you have a story to share for the next few generations..

Personally I believe spiritual guidance and beliefs are important as a booster to the remedy to pains and sad experiences..how about you? It just creates the gap that one needs for hope to comes in just like rainbow after a shower...

So Do you still believe in a pot of gold behind every rainbow?

I think everyone ought to believe in that and at least there are hopes to help to motivate for the next step across...

The Big Word 'C" For Cancer

Have anyone of your immediate family members being diagnosed having the Big C - Cancer....?

The feeling is a mixture of fear, frustration, anger, confused, sadness, self blaming, lost and many more associating with that ...... dreaded "C"

Being bold and confidence by personality does not necessarily hides you from the reality of the imaginary blurry vision of death, pains, hair loss, brittled nails, chemotherapy, weakened body and mind, bed ridden etc etc !

After stabilization of the facts of having to live with it and to have the slef-nurtured will power to conquer the "C's" invasion is much attuned to the spirit, there comes some breathe that comprised some doses of confidence and faith to arrest the many question marks in mind.....

One have to start reading and acquiring the knowledge on how to arrest or putting a stop for the "C" cells from mutating and creating more ideal apotopsis of the cancer cells via careful diets and complementing with the traditional chinese herbal remedy.. Being mindful that sugar ( glucose) and anaerobic ( lack oxygen environment ), PH on high acidic count is the idealistic cancer mutation opportunities...

Oncologist will and continue to prescribe and administer the most poisonous cancer medicine - cytotoxic material to the blood stream for a massive sweep-out of fast mutating cells as well as some healthy cells would be badly affected via the administration of the chemotherapy .

All blood counts would start dropping from haemoglobins, platelets and white blood cells.

Body weakened and weeks later hair may be dropping, a well expected symptoms....

All effort has to be made to tonify the weakened body and to enlighten the low spirited esteemed... in hope and faith that the body will recuperate faster and to be ready for the next chemotherapy...and the cycle goes on and on...... Strategies is to supplement the highest doses of anti-oxidants and White blood cell & Natural killer T-cells inducing food supplements like agaricus Brazil mushrooms, ganorderma mushrooms, cactus juice, luteins etc....

All now, after the chemos, a citi-scan is much anxiously awaits a visual diagnosis whether the tumours has shrunked totally or a certain favorable shrinkage percentage , for the next course of action to be able to be prescribed.... by the oncologist..

More so , for us to cherish every minute and a generous use of I" I love You" is the best thing that you could do with your love ones, not awaiting another day for doing so..... live on with no regrets...

God bless

New Will and New Life

It was a devastating experience that one is diagnosed of having an advance cancer.

Shocked as it is and angry because of previous profile of a good proliferating health profiling that toke a toll down in confidence for what have been achieved all these years.

Abundance of consoling words from family, friends and lost-friends are pouring in excessively. Suggestion of a health elixir was overwhelming and based on their sincerity and hope, some was also taken heed for immediate consumptions.

Adamant and confidence of oneself to leave a will to live and having goals set to achieved, has spurred one spirit to be armored and prepared for a solidified battleship with the big "C" cancer. Because of the loved ones and unfulfilled dreams, it has somehow deeply engrained into the mindset to fight this defected cells to be eliminated from the body and expelling all the cancerous cells for a natural apotopsis. Besides these, of course the hospital regiment of the dangerous chemotherapy administration is almost inevitable in this dreaded disease remeditative action plan. Known for its utmost unfavorable chemo- side effects, being mentally prepared and armed with juicing and loading of anti-oxidant into the body in due hoping for a faster elimination of the deadly cyto-toxins out of the body after circulating in the blood killing almost any fast mutating cells and a unique DNA settings cells. Not withstanding, preparing for a lack lustre skin, hair follicles poisoning that resulting temporary hairloss, lack appetite, nauseatic etc...are unavoidable symptomatic effects of the cyto-toxins.

Quickly and inquisitively, acquiring fast knowledge from the internet to provide booster doses of nutritional value of the great natural food ingredients that could inhibits and eliminates cancerous cells was in the loop to look for an alternative cure in a faster way as well as complementing the chemotherapy vis-a-vis the traditional and scientific solution, merged.

In the nutshell, the will power is the brainy part that triggers oneself for a successul lead and increasing the survivability of one spirit and physical endurance challenge. The matter most is a happy spirited person and a happy controlled diet that doesn't deprived one from all the love and likes he or she is capableto receive & give and deserved. Perhaps some religious meditation and mantras for a soothing mindset will do great help and harmony to the energy field around us.

Remember, everyone of us are and indeed carriers of at least a cancer cell, that may be domantly cycling in our bodily system until a condition that sets them mutate aggressively. Importantly we have to prevent this possibly happening by regularly detoxifying the system, high anti-oxidant loading, more alkaline food/water consumptions, more exercises and a happy environement and mindset are a few of the key ingredients that can possibly provide a dodgy chances of getting into the big-C........ happy always and knowledge is the edge of every resources to be a wiser person....